This is the winter of my discontent.

I’ve been in this situation for a few months now, and despite trying to have a positive outlook, it’s very difficult at the moment. I’m finding it hard to let go of my plans, and lower the ambitions that I had when I left University. I spent four years at Uni, and at times it was really hard, a real struggle, but I knew that it would all be worth it in the end. And now I can’t shake the feeling that I’ve been cheated. By who or what I don’t know. The system? The Government? Myself? It’s inevitable I suppose to turn inwards towards oneself to look for answers, but my feelings of self worthlessness and rapidly diminishing self confidence are just consuming me at the moment. Why aren’t I good enough, why does no one want to employ me?

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